Torn between 2 people at christmas!!! HELP!!!?

Tell your dad you might stop by but don't feel comfortable and tell him everything you just told all of us on here. if he senses it's really becoming a problem then he might try to fix it. Also tell your mom and talk to her. Tell her you feel like you should go since he invited you but all of this stuff always happens so you aren't comfortable there. Mom's have good advice sometimes you'd be surprised(and no I'm not a mom I'm 18 lol) Do what makes you comfortable. Good Luck!