I hate my best friend? Jelousy?

You're just jealous because you feel like she has more male attention than you. Trust me, when you're younger, that may seem like the most important thing, but it's not. I'm sure tons of guys are interested in you! I felt jealous of my old best friend because all the guys I liked, always liked her. But in the end, I ended up going so much further in life than she did, because she got married and pregnant around 18, and her husband left her shortly after. Male attention isn't everything, as long as you are smart and a kind person, you'll go far. And one day, you'll find a boy who is willing to do anything for you. Teenage boys are pigs, don't let what they think of you control you, and don't lose a good friendship over jealousy.